still in a state of shock now. cant believe it! i actually got 93 for buisness stats! of all subjects!!!!  i checked so many times, for fear that i saw the wrong column but its was an A! i thought i would get like 70 or smth. in the first place we were not even expecting to get the results so freaking early. its supposed to be next month. so it pays to work hard. i've never gotten anything higher than 80 for like 5 years. god did answered my prayer. :) feel so relieved now.now i enjoy my holidays in peace for once :) till then :)

Damn... I screwed up MOB big time. the only good thing that is coming out of this whole episode is that i didnt screw up my MCQ. Hopefully its just that two mistakes there. But damn... i need a miracle to do well for this paper.  Good thing its only twenty percent but still... all the hard work just go down that drain just because i missed that lesson where teacher was telling the class " DONT REPEAT YOUR EVIDENCE". and guess what , i repeated each paragraph like two or three times. Sigh... just very dissapointed now. hope i can do better for POA tmr. not very good in it too. but if i could pull off business stats, i should be able to handle POA... i hope.
Anyways, the swiss carnival thingy is coming out. I hate it when things crash into each other. i so very wanted to go for the BLAC camp with my bro. guess i have to leave it for next yeaR.
Cant wait for the holidays... As usual we are going to malaysia AGAIN. but we're going to KL this time. maybe we'll go to malacca from there for a day or two. haha. its not been even four months and i already miss that place.
Right now i gotta start practising POA. good thing i didn't get into that course. i would have dropped out in a semester ;)

2 tests down, 2 more to go. think i did better than expected today. guess it pays big time to out in effort. trying to memorise as much as i can for tomorow. not so confident about it though. been sleeping real late these few days. so tired!!!. hopefully i can catch up some sleep tmr since theres no paper on thursday.

Hmm... been a real hectic weekend. Studying for MST and stuff.But yeah... coping well. Still pondering over my CCA not sure if want to have one. I dont know but i'm afraid that it will get me all mixed up with my priorities . will leave that to after the MSTs. really happy that i've got a good bunch of friends to talk to in my class. just feel that some of my classmates just arent focused as the rest with K-pop and stuff.

Yeah... My table's pretty messed up as you can see... cant find the time to pack. haha

Watched a  movie - Letters to God. Really inspirational and cool movie i got from the library. learnt a lot of things from there. probably watch it another time some day.

Trying really hard to focus on my studies. really want to do well. i dont want to repeat the past. just not worth doing it.

Went for cyc. what Wayne said was true. if u pay closer attention, god do create little miracles in our lives. its quite amazing really, been praying a lot these days. and amazingly it does helps. i dont know how to explain in words but god always seems to be there to make things right without fail. and for that i thank him. :) they say to sing in worship is to pray twice. hopefully i can find the time to join the music ministry, seems pretty cool

" As long as we live, we fight, and as long as we are fighting, that is a sign that we are not defeated and that the good spirit dwells within us. And if death does not meet you as the victor, he should find you a warrior. "

- so maybe that's why god put me through all this :)

the other day, i met this girl in the hospital. she is just 12. had cancer and had to amputate her leg. i just felt so inferior to her. who am i to sulk on what i am going through. it was an eye opener for me. i really hope the best for her and keep her in my prayer.
I guess the community session are helping. hopefully i can conduct one these days. its cool having friends to talk to and pray together after a long day.
Sometimes i just get the feeling that i ain't who i am last year.i've changed so much. its time to be who i am and stop trying to be somebody i'm not. its hard but its no point persisting in something that would just backfire at the end of the day.

Yeah... just got back home. its been quite a while since i did a post. went for my appointmeint today. i have to admit, memories do come flying back. and today just closes a chapter in my life at KK and its time to start a new one at SGH. if i've got the choice, i would not have transferred myself to SGH for the doctors and nurses at KK are so warm and friendly and familiar. going to a new place just brings more apprehension but i guess its my best interest in their mind so why not. going to have another appoinment in SGH in july but till then i've got lots of other things to worry about.

My exams for one, then comes my CCA and stuff. somehow i feel like joining one only next year. went for lunch/dinner with three of my classmates and my teacher. i guess this PTN thingy was pretty helpful. asked lots of questions regarding the future in SP. one the really got me thinking is the internship in year 3. i really want to go to Finland's disneyland but it will then mean 6 months away from home and a whole lot of money. going to France isn't much of an option either. But we'll see when the time comes. right now i've just to concentrate on my MST and get a good grade. heard that i GPA of 3.7 is needed to enter Uni. at least i'm assured that its not over if i dont enter Uni. just take more time to go up the ranks. But i will still try my best though.

Got a presentation this thursday. gotta dress in formal attire. went to buy it yesterday. never in my life would i have thought i'll need to wear formal attire so soon. that would mean tight skirts , heels and stuff. Haish... but one things for sure for now, i'm not going to put make up.

has really been a roller coaster ride last week and this week. so many upcoming projects and the tuitorials only make things worse. so stressed... only can i find a breather today cause school starts at 10 tmr and managed to finish everything. but gotta start studying tmr for MSTs. now i understand how it feels like to be so busy and then finally getting a breather.
meeting dr joyce next week. hope its okay. then i can concentrate on my work instead